Here is my journey to find out what makes me unmistakable, what brings me joy... and to release the thoughts in my head.



January 2, 2010

New Thoughts about my life

Last year, I resolved to find "Joy" in my life.

I believe I actually stayed committed to that resolution. You see, for many years, I saw my life through the eyes of others, and criticized myself for each and every little thing that was wrong. I didn't take time to see the joy in giving, or even in receiving. My poor husband spend 20 Christmases wondering if he would ever get it right. I am overflowed to say, this year, he and I celebrated what was (to me) the best Christmas ever! Did we have expensive gift giving, and lots of it? No, my friends, it was simple and forthright. I received a pair of pink 'pearl' stud earrings to wear with a necklace I love, but had nothing to compliment with. I received a computer pedestal so I can refocus on school, and you, my bloggy pals. This was what I wanted, and wow, did he do it right! But, as I look back over time, he has done it right for years, but I was too caught up in the 'perfection' not the "joy". Not anymore...

This year, I hope to focus on how to keep my life
"unmistakable"
or in easier terms, 'simple'. I want to gain in my heart, and understanding, that it is more than okay to be happy with the simple things in life. The joy is more fulfilling that way. :)
Maybe, just maybe, I will be around more, or maybe, I will be out making doughnuts on a snowy day. Better, yet, taking a walk with my girl, and taking in the wonderful world around me.
Keeping it simple, that is going to be my motto....
Blessings.

1 comment:

Kathy said...

I love your word. I love you too!