Here is my journey to find out what makes me unmistakable, what brings me joy... and to release the thoughts in my head.



March 19, 2008

Tired

I am still trying to get past this awful viral infection. Though I feel a lot better, I am just so tired.
Ruth was sick also, and so there have been all night coughing fits to contend with. The other night, it was her energy level, and the pulled out tooth in the middle of the night. What a treat to wake up to a child with a bloody tooth in her hand.

Last night was the due date for school work, and I was up until 12, finishing up. School is a struggle for me this term. It is the last thing I want to do, and yet it is the first thing as well. I chose to take a zero on a project, something I haven't done yet. There is just too much for me to do... And next term, I have 3 classes, not 2. Oh, I don't know if I can do it.

I called the elementary school yesterday, the OT is out this week. She was supposed to teach me how to brush Ruth, which would important for her this weekend with a trip to Vermont. I feel so frustrated, because though I am sure there was a small mix up, this is so typical of how my kids have been treated at school. "Falling through the cracks" is not where I want my babies. I'll have to consider some other options for this weekend. It means taking more time to read, when I have so much reading for school all ready.
It is funny how a favorite past time can be so grueling...

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